TAKE THE PAIN ~ it's not sane but SO INSANE!

TAKE THE HURT ~ it just doesn't work.

TAKE THE TEARS ~ which are caused by so many fears.

TAKE THE EVIL ~ take it all away it just can't stay.

Day and night I pray ~ TAKE THIS PAIN!

Stop the calling tears of rain which keep falling down my depressed and sadened face!

Find me a place of LOVE, PEACE and COMFORT, let me be embraced.

NO MORE HURT or FALLING TEARS ~ ERASE ALL THE EVIL FEARS!

Lay me down in a bed of peace HEAR my prayers and let me sleep.

SHUT my eyes so I may not see all the lonliness and pain which has come over me.

Let me BREATHE a breath of PEACE.

LOVE me PLEASE, my HEART will NEVER be at EASE ~ the TEARS will NEVER STOP, the

PAIN will NEVER seize, untill my SOUL is take from me and placed in a home of PEACE and ETERNITY! ( i love you Arturo Calderon Lobo)

I can't do this anymore I just keep falling to the floor. What was I brought here for? Don't you understand it's not one life there's one more? One lie always turns into one more. An affair your having, may not be with a woman but a drug which you love more. My heart is broke in two, it has been torn in two. My eyes close slowly, and a tear rolls down my face, and desperately, filled with so much pain, falls down to the floor. I just can't take it anymore chosen over a drug which you just love more. Alone is how I feel fighting this battle so all alone, not you to hold me safely not one drug to take away this pain, only desperate prayers praying someday you will change, still to this day they are unanswered prayers but in the faith of God I know these prayers are still in range!

I sit and I stare into a face untrue you never loved me you said you cared, gave me up for a drug which will ruin you. You should be scared, lonliness it will tear a hole in your heart which you can't bare - you should be scared. You pushed away, I strayed, how will I find my way back again? Your eyes are closed, it's so dark how will you see what you have done to yourself and me. When it's to black to see you can't breathe - no one to hold, no one to touch, you pushed away - away you flushed - flushed away! Nothing in your mind only to get high, in the end there's no one there. You stopped who came and only them you blamed. When only yourself got stuck in the end - no one left to blame for the mistake that you pretend to fake it still was not the one that you make. In the end you'll die and choke, why this love from me to you did you revoke? No one will hear you call you pushed them all to far, than the tears will fall and at that very moment you'll know you had it all and lost it all for the mistake you still to this very day make. STOP TAKE A BREAK~!